i hate it when i'm cramping and bleeding. *shudders.

shouldnt have drank iced le-mon tea. but the zinger was <3.

this icky, sticky argh feeling is just makes one feel so "i-dont-wanna-be-a-girl-anymore" kind of feeling.

days like this, i just dont feel like going out. or rather i dont wanna move about much. i just wanna stay home and be a couch potato. and take showers whenever i can or i want.

but, life's a bitch. you dont always get what you want.

just the other day i was talking to leslie and i mentioned that life sucks, thats why you are still on the ground. i know it doesnt make sense. but in a way it does, huh? doesnt it?

"change is the new law. and those who only look to the past and present are certain to miss the future."

work is getting, how do i say. packed. just went for a site measurement this afternoon. OMG! i totally lost track of the measurements. main reason why i did not choose to go into ID, in the first place. maybe its time to stop pushing things away. and start to embrace the reality. the reality is i am ID trained, so people do expect me to know certain things. and do certain things in a certain manner. oh wells. *shrugs.

"destiny is like building that bridge to the ones you love."

today someone said something to me, "people tend to get to forget the nice things he/she does, just because he/she has done it day in day out." which i suppose is true. human are weird creatures. they tend to look for "the greener grass".

so from now on, i will start to learn to appreciate the little things people do for me. and try not to forget. because i know how it is like to be forgotten.

that will be my mission from now till the end of the year.(: wish me luck.

september is a month filled with birthdays.

so happy birthday skc. its the most i can do. i hope you had a blast.

although i doubt you'll ever see this. oh wells. just another sentence to my endless ramblings. i suppose.

people are starting to say i'm getting naggy. i suppose i am. and i sound like an auntie. sighs.

oh, dont mind me. i'm being this emo girl. i've been trying to get rid off for ages but just cant.

its time i learn to do certain things. and learn how to control my emotions. and learn how to let go.

p/s: you owe me $10.

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