quietly dreaming

2009-06-18T14:31:00.000+08:00

kawaii tokyo ;

2009-06-16T17:18:00.003+08:00

if you've noticed, i got a new widget for my blog.(:

its from kawaiiTOKYO.(:

officially i am a kawaiiTOKYO blogger. although i have new idea whats that about. probably will start looking into the website more.

and maybe i should start trying out the products too.

off to imm later.(:

oh! and i've started a photoblog. its @ wordpress because i think wordpress has a nicer outlook.

might not sound too nice to write on blogger. but i might move over there soon! wordpress has a better interface and outlook.(:

totally should watch this.

2009-06-16T14:17:00.000+08:00

this kid is amazing! search for him on youtube.

(:

parttyyy!

2009-06-10T11:04:00.001+08:00

so proud of myself!

2009-06-04T18:24:00.001+08:00

workload ;

2009-06-03T09:56:00.001+08:00

sense of accomplishment!

2009-06-02T15:37:00.001+08:00

View Full Album

he’s back ; but

2009-05-29T15:50:00.001+08:00

patsy doesnt like rain ;

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music to heal the soul ;

2009-05-27T17:14:00.001+08:00

notes to self p.2

2009-05-27T17:02:00.001+08:00

now. lets review the list i made 2 months back. and see if i'm accomplishing or trying to accomplish anything.

eat proper. (well. i'm trying to stay away from fast food as much as i can.)
start running. (eh. i've started to exercise! by playing badminton! say hello to my badminton buddy, seokhui!)
hello long hair. (its about there already)
start believing in myself. (still trying.)
pray that some of my wishes come true. ha ha.
start doing exercises to make hidden fats & not so hidden ones gone. (see point 2.)
revamp my wardrobe. (YES!)
curb my online shopping habit. (pretty much cut down on the shopping.)

well. can say i'm mid-way to becoming who/what i wanna be?

(:

good morning ; yawn

2009-05-27T09:06:00.001+08:00

the clock sounds ;

2009-05-26T17:30:00.001+08:00

hahahahaha ;

2009-05-26T16:26:00.001+08:00

kamini & clement

you should read this.

THIS!!!!

ohhhhh ;

2009-05-26T09:01:00.001+08:00

i am so gonna watch Sherlock Homes!

go! go! go watch the trailer!

(:

LOOK! LOOK!

2009-05-23T08:39:00.001+08:00

look what i did!

2009-05-22T09:45:00.001+08:00

to my camera

and my itouch!

next, my phone!(:

all blings/stickers are bought from TheStickerMonster

and so it is over ;

2009-05-21T13:56:00.001+08:00

as of this morning. the American Idol Season 8 is over!

and guess who won?

<--- SPOILER NOTE --->

no. not adam lambert.

kris allen actually won!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

am actually quite happy that adam didnt win.(: it is true that he is one of the best. always winning the crowd over with his voice, talent & etc etc. but somehow it feels as though all this might have made him feel too comfortable.

anyway! still glad he didnt win!(:

and who would have thought that child abuse still exists in Ireland. and to come from religious-run Irish homes.

Child Abuse

oh how i miss ;

2009-05-20T17:26:00.001+08:00

it is definitely time for a change ;

my daily dosage of entertainment ;

2009-05-20T11:09:00.001+08:00

BUNNY!

and so we ventured into the unknown ;

2009-05-19T10:56:00.001+08:00

monday blues really kicked in bad. was so ugh the whole day. kinda had too many things to be done. and mister rock wasnt around to let me bully. so basically my day was me moping around the office. and being made the center of that joke. i refuse to admit to anything.): and i tak mahu.

somehow i decided i need to go out. so i dated mummy u out to tampines 1. it was somewhere we both hadnt visited. although u hasnt been to anywhere in singapore besides yishun.

and so tampines we went! boss's friend even offered to send us there. so weird.

actually tampines 1 not really that exciting. the place quite small also. however we saw this store that actually offers installment plans for branded bag/handbags. new in singapore. therefore it was crowded. selling brands like Burberry & Anges B.(: and i found a bag i like.(: (: (: it is time to hatch an evil plan to con the mister into buying it for me. *evil laugh.(: (: (:

we had dinner at this place call SayCheeze. food was quite good. we both had mushroom soups.(: it was goooooddddd. and the pasta aint that bad. slightly sourish 'cause of the sauce. i had penne with bacon in tomato sauce. u had spahgetti bolognaise. about this time we were already quite full. BUT! we still had some space for dessert.

i had chocolate fudge cake!(: not too sweet. and you wont get that too much feeling. like how you feel when you eat a whole bar of chocolate. it had a little creamy texture.(: the chocolate was kinda bitter-sweet. u had key lime cheese cake. SO SOUR! but apparently to her its good. so to each its own.

and we ended up sitting there for an hr. talking. gossiping. bitching. just making a connection.(:

i would definitely go to SayCheeze again. for another round of cakes, food and generally good service.(:

so anyone wanna go tampines with me?

new adventures bring new experiences, plus the company was good.

i think the website for the good cheesecake is @ SayCheezeCake

为什麽你带我走过最难忘的旅行然後留下最痛的纪念品

2009-05-15T16:13:00.001+08:00

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜那麽美
那麽相信
那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们
还是要奔向各自的幸福
和遗憾中老去

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然
听到你的消息

revamp ;

2009-05-13T23:31:00.001+08:00

attempt one to revamp my wardrobe.(: think it aint that bad.

blazer : thedaintyladies@lj
top : online store
high waist skirt : thedaintyladies@lj
shoes : charles and keith
bag : victoriassecret.com

so what do you think?

so cute ;

2009-05-07T15:12:00.002+08:00

so cute right?

drawings are from Dan Goodsell

(:

and i'm tempted to buy joe the egg!

hahaha.

pretty please. pretty pretty please.

Secretary accidentally bites off boss' penis

2009-05-05T18:03:00.001+08:00

“ Secretary accidentally bites off boss' penis
Tue, May 05, 2009
The Star/Asia News Network

A SECRETARY accidentally bit off the penis of her employer while giving him oral sex in a car.

Sin Chew Daily and China Press reported yesterday that while the 30-year-old woman was performing oral sex on the man, the car was hit by a reversing van.

The impact of the crash, China Press reported, caused the woman to bite off her lover's organ.

The daily reported that the incident occurred in a Singapore park where the couple met after work.

To make matters worse for the woman, her husband had sent a private investigator to spy on her after suspecting that she was being unfaithful.

The investigator said he had followed the woman and her boss to the park.

'On reaching the park, they did not alight from the car. Not long after, the car started to shake violently.

After the car was hit by the van, there was a loud scream from the woman whose mouth was covered with blood,' he said.

The woman later followed her lover to the hospital with part of the sexual organ.

The investigator, who called an ambulance to send the man to hospital, said that this was the first time he had encountered such an incident. ”

how in the world is that possible? must have hurt big time!

*ouch!

// news taken from here

amazing!

2009-05-05T10:59:00.003+08:00

"A design student made a battered old Skoda "disappear" by painting it to merge with the surrounding car park.

Sara Watson, who is studying drawing at the University of Central Lancashire (Uclan), took three weeks to transform the car's appearance.

She created the illusion in the car park outside her studio at Uclan's Hanover Building in Preston.

The car is now being used for advertising by the local recycling firm that donated the vehicle.

'Just amazing'

Ms Watson, a second year student, said: "I was experimenting with the whole concept of illusion but needed something a bit more physical to make a real impact."

She was given the Skoda Fabia from the breaker's yard at local firm Recycling Lives.

Owner Steve Jackson described her work as "amazing".

"When I first saw the photos I was convinced it was something which had been done on the computer," said Mr Jackson.

"But when you look more closely you see the effort and attention to detail she has put into it. It is just amazing."

reality call ;

2009-05-05T09:25:00.001+08:00

why is it whenever there’s a never ending string of work. some people are always not around?

misses ;

2009-05-02T16:50:00.000+08:00

i do. i really do.

even if it meant being sleepless and rushing all the time.

simply adore photoshop ;

2009-04-22T15:32:00.004+08:00

many people know that photoshop does wonders! like editing blemishes out. making those ugly fats disappear. i've discovered how to make a glass ball! (thanks for sharing the knowledge with me. :D) may not be an accomplishment. or some might already know how to. but i still feel sooooo accomplished! :D

i made this -->

into this -->

(:

tutorial can be found here

go try it out. its kinda fun. and random.

hee hee.

so small!

2009-04-20T14:15:00.002+08:00

look at the tiny durian.(:

just because ;

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for the 28th year old girl! :D

her cake wasnt big enough to hold all her candles! haha!

and i have a cool 姐夫。

i've managed to keep my hair that long!

(:

*zoom ; was the sound of the weekend flying by

2009-03-24T16:37:00.003+08:00

what a weekend.

with family gatherings (2 in fact). which consisted of bbq and tim sum. bbq at my uncle's place. my first experience bbq-ing in the rain. heavy downpour some more. and so i was cooking. and making unhealthy bbq-ed charred food. which werent fully cooked. haha. but it was someone who threw the chicken wings onto a flaming fire grill. so all the chicken wings on my grill were BLACK! HAHA! so i had potato salad. agar agar. sausages. :D :D :D

after which because we felt rich. we (the proclaimed 80s group) were deciding to go out for cousin bonding. karaoke we went. till 6am! after that i realised i am not young anymore. we were all like zombies the next morning. because we had tim sum @ 12! D:

out shopping with pam & jocelyn. pam has gmasked her phone! its a really sad panda. but its really cute! and it has glitters!

duffy after. she was not bad. i must say she sounds not that bad live.

and now i'm contemplating on the LG ice cream phone. hee hee. just because its pretty.

please feed my obsession ;

2009-03-17T14:18:00.000+08:00

i want i want i want.

D:

no money no money no money.

D:

For sale: nagging wife, very high maintenance - Yahoo! Singapore News

2009-03-13T17:16:00.002+08:00

"Nagging Wife. No Tax, No MOT. Very high maintenance -- some rust," wrote Gary Bates, 38, in a small ad in Trade-It, more usually used to buy and sell cars or household goods.

Bates, a self-employed builder from Gloucestershire, southwest England, snapped after his wife Donna on got on his nerves while she was watching television and decided to place the ad as a joke.

"She was nagging me for doing something small, while she was watching some rubbish on TV. So I just thought I'd put an ad in to get rid of her.

"I didn't think anyone would ring up but I've had at least nine or 10 people calling about her. It's gone mad. There was no one I knew -- just people asking, 'Is she still available?'"

The couple only married last year, and Bates said his 40-year-old wife -- whom he advertised in the magazine's Free to Collect section, along with some of his fishing tackle -- initially gave him "a bit of an ear-bashing."

But he said: "She's seen the funny side of it now though!"

work ramblings ;

2009-03-13T11:13:00.001+08:00

over @ here

vs addict on the loose ;

2009-03-12T13:30:00.002+08:00

my buys.(:

over the past 2 months.

certified victoria's secret addict.

and i'm made my female colleagues into buying victoria's secret stuff too.

plus! the guys into spreeing/buying online!

HAHA!

:D

PATSY IS EVIL

i will follow you ;

2009-03-11T15:23:00.001+08:00

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wedding bells ;

2009-03-11T14:40:00.002+08:00

welcome to bollywood ;

2009-03-07T11:43:00.003+08:00

our very own bollywood couple. haha. :D

notes to myself ;

2009-03-05T12:29:00.003+08:00

to do :
- eat proper.
- start running. (hopefully)
- hello long hair. (again. after 1 year of shortness)
- start believing in myself.
- pray that some of my wishes come true. ha ha.
- start doing exercises to make hidden fats & not so hidden ones gone.
- revamp my wardrobe.
- curb my online shopping habit.

ka-ching

2009-03-04T12:47:00.004+08:00

i've been spending so much more than my pocket holds. D:

my recent purchases include :
4x victoria's secret bags (they were on sale! like $50 for 3!)
1x pants from http://hervelvetvase.com/
2x tops from Cotton On
5x unmentionables

& various other spending on food, transport and random things.

ah!

total damage is making me D:

oh! and i've got a new wallet. (:

which makes my D: to a :D

D:

2009-02-24T20:56:00.002+08:00

阿郎的故事 ;

old movie I'm sure almost everyone has watched. it still brings tears to my eyes.

D:

the love for family. and not wanting to disappoint. D:

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oh my ;

2009-02-21T15:00:00.004+08:00

today it took me nearly 15mins to order mcdonalds lunch. D: not because i was on hold waiting for someone to pick up. but because apparently i have 5 free meals on my so called "account".

which is really weird. actually the whole thing started out as usual. i made the order. afterwhich the lady on the other end asked me if i've collected my free 5 meals. and i was lost for a moment. and i asked her what free 5 meals. and then she put me on hold and went to check.

apparently. the free 5 meal belongs to another colleague who had used to same number to call for delivery. how the whole thing for transferred to my name was beyond me. and the 5 free meals was supposedly in 2007!

we ( me and mcdonalds lady) clarified with my colleague. who cannot remember anything since its been 2 years. and in the end the lady had to cancel my order. put me on hold again. and then retake my orders.

i have never taken so long to get mcdonalds delivery. ever.

and all this while when the rest of the office heard there was free meals. they went chanting for free meals. and we were all "AH! he dont know how to lie for free food" something like that. and the guys were really really really hungry.

OH! sidenote : my victoria secret bags are here! :D

so therefore i am a happy girl.

appeal

2009-02-13T08:55:00.002+08:00

sex sells they say. but should a company resort to using girls in hot pants for advertising purpose? and it's not as though the company is directly linked to anything of that context.

I mean that if the company's traget audience is guys then it's alright. however not every trade has a sole guy audience. some companys have ladies, or families. so does using sex appealing girls work for such cases?

oh wells. apparently some think that it does.

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rawr! i'm a hungry monster!

2009-02-07T11:08:00.002+08:00

*chants hungry hungry hungry hungry.

D:

games from itunes store are taking so long to d/l. D: must be the connection.

another hour till i'm officially off! then i go have food!

food food food food.

have this craving for sandwiches. subway?

and to think i had this over eating meal last night. like a lot of food. afterwhich i was left feeling bloated. as though my stomach is going to explode.

and now i'm hungry. and wanting food.

let's go on a photo hunt soon

2009-01-29T22:20:00.001+08:00

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the simple things ;

2009-01-29T22:18:00.002+08:00

the simplest things.

is not knowing where you're heading to and blindly following. just because you trust me. (:

is finishing up everything that I couldn't.

is walking really slowly with me. because my feet hurts.

is insisting that we head back. because I was sleepy.

(:

the simplest things.

are my favourite things now.

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happy niu year

2009-01-26T23:25:00.002+08:00

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chinese new year ;

2009-01-26T23:24:00.002+08:00

first day.

economy is really bad. and luck is bad too. sighs.

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photoshop is amazing ;

2009-01-23T15:31:00.002+08:00

the power of technology never ceases to amaze me. :D

that day i was fooling ard with photoshop.

&...............................

i started "dolling" pictures with it. hahahahahahahahahhahahahaha.

original photo.

after slight edits.

with fake lashes!:D

and i think my luck this year will be kinda good. i won triple 7 that day.

and i am still obsessive with CSI.

have covered my itouch "RedPumpkin" with "Crime Scene Do Not Cross" stickers. from CSI! hee hee.

and yes. i'm kinda bored at work. so in the festive mood.

CNY caused major damage in my bank/pocket/wallet. hopefully the angbaos are good. and my luck stays as it is.

patsy = dumb dumb dumb

2009-01-16T09:56:00.002+08:00

i forgot to bring my camera out. D:

when 1. i remembered to charge the battery yesterday night before bed, 2. i reminded myself that i needed to bring it out today before i left the house.

and still i forgot to bring it out!

i wonder how many times i have to do such things to prove my dumbness.

sighs.

//smack head.

patsy's theory of shopping ;

2009-01-15T16:53:00.003+08:00

more space = more shopping sprees

:D

i've cleared my wardrobe/bags/shoes/old school stuff to get ready for CNY. so now my wardrobe is half filled.

its time to go shopping! :D

cny in 2 weeks. ang baos. ang baos.(:

however, the idea of getting new stuff for cny is not justified. you get new stuff for cny. you spend $$. and then you get ang baos to hopefully filled up the big hole in your pockets from the cny shopping. which sometimes doesnt happen. you will always end up spending more than the amount you collect back.

although i'm not complaining about the excuse to get new stuff.

hee hee.

update on my resolutions :
YES i have been trying to sleep earlier. before 10pm. YES that early. only on sundays i head to bed later. sunday is CSI night.(: *cough*GEEK*cough*
YES i have been trying to exercise regularly also. been trying out pilates. basic exercises so far. attempting to get the correct breathing technique before i continue. and have gone cycling on 2 occasions.

sooooo...... so far so good. :D

/sense of accomplishment. wahahahahahahahahahaha.

oh oh! my mother just said something really nonsense that day. she said that i was not to go cycling again before cny. and i asked her why. she said later you become darker how? and i was ...... nonsense!

yes that would be my mother who calls and asks us what time is it already.

2009

2009-01-01T17:59:00.002+08:00

first day of the new year. so what are you doing on this first day? well I'm at home watching tv. the nose is terrible. running like nobody's business.

so how was 2008 for you? 2008 was a alright for me. it was the start of a new job. which is still enjoyable. thank god!(: it also marks the end of a relation and the start of new ones. in 2008 I've lost a friend, which happened all to sudden. I turned 21 and entered adulthood.

all in all, 2008 was rather an eventful year for me. how abt you?

my resolution for 2009 is to start exercising regularly and to sleep as early as possible. simple huh? I hope I can keep them.

happy new year.

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current song stuck to my head

2008-12-31T10:29:00.002+08:00

你的绘画凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了.

情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.

时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了倦了我哭了.

一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的懂了.

怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦远了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得

你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.要怎么停呐

你的绘画凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了.

情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.

时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了却了我哭了.

一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的懂了.

怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦远了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得

你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.要怎么停呐

怎麽了. 你累了.说好的.幸福呐.
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了.
我都还记得.

你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.要怎么停呐 !

lets rock and roll ;

2008-12-26T17:24:00.002+08:00

staff night was just a few days ago. it was kinda fun. glad that it went kinda well. :D i did enjoy myself.

good job to the few who helped made the event happen. even though we had some minor hiccups. :D

oh gosh!

2008-12-26T17:22:00.002+08:00

after donkey years, we went to take neoprints! hahahahahha! it was funny. we were kinda lost.

how i wish ;

2008-12-10T15:39:00.002+08:00

sometimes i feel so bad about myself.

i wish i were like them. indifferent.

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new gadget ;

2008-12-09T16:16:00.002+08:00

(: patsy has new toy. again!(: i've got itouch!

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priceless

2008-12-03T15:22:00.001+08:00

snapshots from junda's birthday.

//we're all turning old.

FIRE FIRE FIRE

2008-12-02T17:08:00.001+08:00

there was this group of SCDF people who wanted to use the company's space for some practice. and i was so excited. thinking that there was going to be a FIRE! for those who know me, you can imagine the excitment i had. waiting for them to start. so when they finally started. i went out with a camera to catch the action. i stood there for a while. hoping the fire was going to start. so thus explains the random pictures.

BUT THERE WAS NO FIRE!):

i went back into the office. and then the SCDF people came in to say they were done.

D:

no fire. no fun.

yes, do. spread the news.

2008-11-26T09:03:00.003+08:00

apparently to some i need to lose some excess.

the office did a health check yesterday. and oh my. i've got like so much fats. D:

so from on i'm going to starve myself. although i wonder how long will it last before i succumb to the deliciously fried potatoes. oh wells.

or i could try to dig the food out like those anorexic girls.

thats it. i've had it with people saying i'm putting on weight. or i'm gaining excess. i am going to starve myself and be an anorexic.

yes? no?

2008-11-21T15:45:00.004+08:00

OMG! BSB is on Class95!!!! hahahahahahahahhaha

+ i want it that way.

should i invest in a new phone?

namely the SE W595

chio right? hee hee.

or should i invest the money on a more advanced phone? like the 3g iphone!

decisions decisions.

shhhh ;

2008-11-20T11:12:00.001+08:00

i should probably start practicing keeping mum.

or rather i need to stop asking questions.

holga! <3

2008-11-17T16:39:00.002+08:00

my first attempt with holga! <3

and i totally forgot to bring my phone out.

so i was bored.

2008-11-15T12:28:00.001+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

if you were wondering ;

2008-11-11T17:15:00.001+08:00

introducing......

my family. :D

the random things

2008-11-03T10:53:00.002+08:00

yes i am still a disney kid!

yes please. cheap polaroid films please.

hahahahahah! YES! BAN!

i found this rather amusing. LOL.

low low low

2008-10-20T16:25:00.003+08:00

apparently singers like to repeat the title of their songs throughout the whole song.

la la la la ; when the crazy people

2008-10-20T09:26:00.002+08:00

lalalalalalala.(:

is realisation too late?

2008-10-19T01:13:00.004+08:00

you know what. i just realised (okay. not just just. but yeah. you get what i mean) that i dont really trust guys that much. particularly people i'm dating.

its not so much the person. more of the problem lies with me. because it always happens. every single time.

i know it hurts. and yet i do stupid things.

its like sometimes i ask things that i know i will get affected. although have already anticipated. i still go right into it. head first. and then ask stupid things. and then get hurt. emo. nonsense. i know. and yet i still do. weird huh.

and when i hear some things about their past, i get somewhat emo. no matter how long ago it happened. and no matter how much they actually say sweet things. and assure me.

probably. its me being naive. thinking that things like that dont happen. sighs.

but i feel that if a person is able to talk abt it. in a certain degree of detail. it should mean something.):

i guess i should learn to be fair. memories are meant to be kept. oh wells.

maybe, just maybe i'm wishing the answer was different. or some things just didnt happen. and a knight in shiny armour and a shiny white vespa will come and whisk me away. from reality.

but its time to wake up. from this fairytale dream.

sighs. i keep telling myself that. but when will it ever happen? sighs. i'm a stubborn girl with bad habits that i need to kick. okay. i should stop. and head to bed.

just random ramblings.

its time for bed. i'm starting to utter nonsense.

good nights.

nostalgic ;

2008-10-15T18:40:00.002+08:00

oh. how i miss the times when i actually enjoyed watching boy bands. and their mtv.

and probably oso britney spears.

oh man. what happened?

when most songs had "yeah yeah yeah."

LOL.

they're weird, but i heart them

2008-10-15T17:44:00.001+08:00

the girls.

so sad.

2008-10-09T10:56:00.001+08:00

kinda sad how people are just labeling the poor baby as a "demon baby" or "alien baby".

afterall the baby is still human, and suffering from a skin disorder Harlequin-type ichthyosis

lucky penny?

2008-10-04T14:53:00.002+08:00

whoever said "see a penny, pick it up. and all day long you'lll have good luck" is talking nonsense.

because i picked up 10cents this morning. and till now, lucky wouldnt be how i would describe my day.

sighs.

would you resort to this?

2008-10-03T10:22:00.005+08:00

to satisfy your hunger for excitement?

OMG OMG!

in plain public view. and the best thing is. nobody cares. everyone is just walking minding their own business. totally amazing.

not too sure where this took place. but if i were to guess. probably china. or hk. (guess is totally based on the website)

sightings.

2008-10-02T12:20:00.001+08:00

will you ever be able to eat your meal in a toilet?

technology kills

2008-09-30T11:17:00.001+08:00

" WASHINGTON (AFP) - - The potential link between mobile telephones and brain cancer could be similar to the link between lung cancer and smoking -- something tobacco companies took 50 years to recognize, according to US scientists' warning.

Scientists are currently split on the level of danger the biological effects of the magnetic field emitted by cellular telephones poses to humans.

However, society "must not repeat the situation we had with the relationship between smoking and lung cancer where we ... waited until every 'i' was dotted and 't' was crossed before warnings were issued," said David Carpenter, director of the Institute of Health and Environment at the University of Albany, in testimony before a subcommittee of the US House of Representatives Committee on Oversight and Reform.

"Precaution is warranted even in the absence of absolutely final evidence concerning the magnitude of the risk" -- especially for children, said Carpenter.

Ronald Herberman, director of the University of Pittsburgh Cancer Institute -- one of the top US cancer research centers -- said that most studies "claiming that there is no link between cell phones and brain tumors are outdated, had methodological concerns and did not include sufficient numbers of long-term cell phone users."

Many studies denying a link defined regular cell phone use as "once a week," he said.

"Recalling the 70 years that it took to remove lead from paint and gasoline and the 50 years that it took to convincingly establish the link between smoking and lung cancer, I argue that we must learn from our past to do a better job of interpreting evidence of potential risk," said Herberman.

A brain tumor can take dozens of years to develop, the scientists said.

Carpenter and Herberman both told the committee the brain cancer risk from cell phone use is far greater for children than for adults.

Herberman held up a model for lawmakers showing how radiation from a cell phone penetrates far deeper into the brain of a five-year-old than that of an adult.

The committee were shown several European studies, particularly surveys from Scandinavia -- where the cell phone was first developed -- which show that the radiation emitted by cell phones have definite biological consequences.

For example, a 2008 study by Swedish cancer specialist Lennart Hardell found that frequent cell phone users are twice as likely to develop a benign tumor on the auditory nerves of the ear most used with the handset, compared to the other ear.

A separate study in Israel determined that heavy cell phone users had a 50 percent increased likelihood in developing a salivary gland tumor.

In addition, a paper published this month by the Royal Society in London found that adolescents who start using cell phones before the age of 20 were five times more likely to develop brain cancer at the age of 29 than those who didn't use a cell phone.

"It's only on the side of the head where you use the cell phone," Carpenter said.

"Every child is using cell phones all of the time, and there are three billion cell phone users in the world," said Herberman.

He added that, like the messages that warn of health risks on cigarette packs, cell phones "need a precautionary message."

Carpenter described the situation as "a critical public health issue," and called on the US government to support further research and for the Federal Communications Commission (FCC), in charge of monitoring the use of the radio spectrum, "to review their standards."

Also testifying was Julius Knapp, who heads the FCC office of engineering and technology -- responsible for setting limits for human exposure to radio frequency (RF) energy from electronic devices like telephones that they approve, to prevent it from heating up live tissue.

"It is important to understand that we rely on guidance from US health, safety and environmental agencies in setting those limits," Knapp said.

He added: "The FCC staff is not sufficiently qualified to speak with authority to the science of health effects of RF absorption in the body." "

bye bye $$

2008-09-30T09:54:00.000+08:00

" SINGAPORE: Singaporeans will see an increase of 21 per cent in their electricity bills in the last quarter of this year.

The average electricity tariffs from October to December would go up by 5.38 cents per kilowatt per hour. The Energy Market Authority (EMA) said the increase is due to higher fuel oil prices.

For the last quarter of this year, oil prices were nearly S$155 per barrel, 38 per cent more than the third quarter.

So average monthly electricity bills look set to rise by S$5.70 to S$22.92 for those living in one— to five—room public housing flats.

For those living in the one— to three—room flats, this works out to an increase of between S$90 and S$223 in electricity bills for this year.

"I am jobless, so burden for me also," one individual said.

"Even though I don’t pay the bill, my son does so I still feel the pinch for him," said another.

Seah Choon Seng, executive director, Consumers Association of Singapore, said: "The 20 per cent adjustment in tariff price is quite hefty for consumers to bear and I suppose one of those very high adjustments we see in many years. We feel that the companies involved in the utilities business should work harder in improving their efficiency to bring down the costs for consumers."

The EMA said the government’s U—save rebates of S$310 to S$330 to help offset increases in utilities bills is more than enough to cover this year’s electricity price increase for one—, two— and three—room HDB flats.

For four—room HDB households, the increase to the bill size for this year would be marginally higher than the U—save rebate given. These homes received S$295 in U—save rebates. But the total bill size for 2008 is estimated at S$316.

The EMA feels there is more room for Singaporeans to conserve and use less energy. That’s because the EMA’s surveys and findings show that nearly 40 per cent of Singapore homes are using more energy than they require to. And the air conditioner is one of the largest energy guzzlers in homes here.

Khoo Chin Hean, chief executive, EMA, said: "There is a lot of use which can be curtailed. There is probably quite a bit of wasteful usage. It is this kind of usage we can be more mindful of and take measures to manage our consumption."

The authority said if the forward fuel prices come down next month, the electricity tariff from January to March 2009 will be reduced accordingly. — CNA/vm "

home ; is where the heart is

2008-09-25T16:31:00.004+08:00

was just talking to a colleague. he was telling me about his daughter. telling me about his daughter's job requires her to be in china. and her job actually pays quite well. and even showed me her name card.

but when i asked what was it she does. he doesnt know. or rather he didnt ask. and i mentioned that its good that his daughter has a high paying job. can at least give him some allowance. he said that the daughter doesnt. “她做她的，我做我的。”

sometimes it quite sad that some parents dont know what their children are doing. or the children dont really take care of the parents. somehow i think that no matter what, parents should have a rough idea what their children doing. and the child should make an effort to tell the parent what is it they do.

HOWEVER, speaking from a child's point of view. sometimes, its kinda irritating that that parents keep asking where are you, what are you doing, who are you with, hows your job..... etc.

kind of contradicting. it depends on how both parties work on it.

parents shouldnt be too pushy about things.

children should put in effort and patience.

looking at how singapore is trying to promote family togetherness, this entry kind of fits in.

oh, my sweetheart.

2008-09-24T09:55:00.003+08:00

please excuse the lousy photos.

lalaalalalla. i cannot sing.

2008-09-23T16:10:00.002+08:00

anyone interested in fahrenheit concert tix?

drop me an email for details!

(:

the endless memories

2008-09-23T14:09:00.001+08:00

look at his reluctant face! LOL. we kinda forced him into taking a photo.

my粉丝.(:
he's sooooooo SKINNY! suwei please feed him.

she was covered in mayonnaise and i still took a photo with her!

he just sat there quietly. letting me pet his head.(:

spilled milk

2008-09-22T12:37:00.003+08:00

SINGAPORE: Singapore's Agri-Food and Veterinary Authority (AVA) says its latest laboratory findings show that the "White Rabbit Creamy Candy" from China is also contaminated with melamine.

It advises consumers who have bought the affected product not to consume them.

The latest test results bring the total number of milk and related products from China imported into Singapore that are found to be contaminated with melamine to three.

The other two affected products are "Yili Brand" Choice Dairy Fruit Bar Yogurt Flavoured Ice Confection" and "Dutch Lady" brand of strawberry flavoured milk.

All the affected products have been recalled earlier.

Since September 19, AVA has suspended the import and sale of all milk and milk products from China.

These products include milk, ice-cream, yoghurt, confectionery such as chocolates, biscuits and sweets as well as any other products containing milk from China as an ingredient.

Retailers and importers have been instructed to recall these products and withhold them from sale.

As a precaution, consumers are also advised not to consume any milk or milk products from China.

AVA says it will not hesitate to prosecute any retailer or importer who fails to remove these products from their shelves.

Under the Sale of Food Act, anyone found selling unwholesome food can be fined up to $10,000 and/or sentenced to three months' jail, or both.

Consumers who have any queries can call AVA's hotline at 6325-7625 during office hours (8.30am-6pm, Monday-Friday).

- CNA/ir

oh shit! i love the white rabbit sweet! and i have no idea how much i have eaten the past year.

i do hope its only the current stock that is affected.

mel·a·mine [mel-uh-meen, mel-uh-meen]
–noun Chemistry.
1. a white, crystalline, slightly water-soluble solid, C3N3(NH2)3, used chiefly in organic synthesis and in the manufacture of resins, esp. melamine resins.
2. any of the melamine resins.

as darkness falls

2008-09-22T12:18:00.001+08:00

would you lead me away from the dark?

"There is not enough darkness in all the world to put out the light of even one small candle. -Robert Alden"

as we go on

2008-09-22T08:51:00.001+08:00

happy 21st muffin!(:

<3

hope you had a great time.

love for technology

2008-09-20T13:50:00.001+08:00

have i mentioned how much i love the new picasa?

if only i actually look like that.

newsflash

2008-09-19T15:00:00.002+08:00

A GIRL believed to be the youngest person in the world to have a sex change is set to become a pop star.

Kim Petras - originally called Tim - changed sex after she started hormone treatment at the age of just twelve.

Now 16-year-old Kim is ready to storm the charts with her first album after landing a record deal.

The German teenager has overcome years of taunts and bullying to release her first CD after becoming a cult hit on MySpace and You Tube. SEE HER PICTURE GALLERY

Kim, who is now officially registered as a female and has long blonde hair and blue eyes, said: “My music is most important to me at the moment. It’s the way I can best express myself.

“I know that because of my past people will always bring up the subject, I can’t get away from it.

“But I hope that one day I might be better known for my music than for my past.”

Kim was diagnosed as a transsexual three years ago.

Doctors and psychiatrists concluded that her claims to be "in the wrong body" were so deeply felt that she required treatment.

Her therapy included artificially halting male puberty - with a series of potent hormone injections.

She was then administered female hormones to initiate the development of her breasts.

OMG! so young! 12!

and the power of science is amazing!

she actually is kinda pretty.(:

check out her BLOG, MYSPACE, YOUTUBE GROUP

ten dating reed flags

2008-09-19T14:44:00.002+08:00

" When determining if you should let things get serious, remember: actions speak louder than words. With that being said, here are ten dating red flags. If you see any of these, do yourself a favor and reconsider if it's worth it for you.

1. You are not on the VIP list for breaking news

Were you the last to learn about this person's job promotion or newborn niece or nephew? Once things are serious, you should be among the first to know about exciting news, or bad news.

2. They avoid meeting your family or friends

If they are shying away from meeting your friends/family consistently, then there are problems. Even if they are very shy, they should want to meet those who are important to you.

3. They don't make any sacrifices

Healthy relationships don't require bending over backwards all the time, but a certain amount of sacrifice is necessary in a selfless union. When two of my friends first started dating one another, she demanded that he go to Farm Aid for her birthday, which was also the opening NFL football Sunday. While all the guys gathered to watch the games, he was sweltering on some field attending Farm Aid -- an event he never would have gone to if she hadn't have invited him. Now that's sacrifice.

4. They can't fit in your future

I admit it. When I meet girls, I envision future moments I may some day share with them. Most of my scenarios are her with me and my family at a Thanksgiving holiday or at a summer crabfeast. If I'm really into her, I usually relish the thought. If not, I kinda cringe.

5. They are too controlling

It's scary but I've seen many relationships where guys forbid girls to hang out with certain friends, or wear certain clothes. Major problem if someone is controlling you and not allowing you to be who you want to be within a relationship.

6. The "what are we" conversation fails miserably

Almost every relationship hits that crossroads where you both decide if it's worth taking the plunge into being exclusive and calling each other boyfriend/girlfriend. If they are confused and surprised that you're ready to get serious, the timing is not right, and you should try to figure out how long you want to wait around until they are ready.

Photo credit: University of Pittsburgh

Photo credit: University of Pittsburgh

7. They talk about plans that don't involve you

My sister has major wanderlust. She's always talking about heading off to Chicago or living in London for a year. She often talks about these things with no regard for the fact that she has a boyfriend at the time. If you find that someone is making plans or talking about far off places without inviting you along for the ride, don't let yourself get too into this person.

8. Your friends or family don't like them

Remember that your friends and family know you best. Don't take their thoughts with a grain of salt. It's one thing if a person or two don't get along with your significant other, but if a lot of them are saying you should reconsider, then do it. Unfortunately, we often find out about how much our friends hated that person after this person is gone.

9. They violated your trust

Whether it's cheating or a little lie that they got caught in, it will be hard to regain trust. Trust is something we don't give away easily, and once it's gone it's hard to get it back. We'll always be wondering about that lie, and doubt will creep in more and more as our minds fixate on that lie. Too often, people take trust for granted and once they lose it they never get it back.

10. You practice "unbalanced dating"

Are you always seeing his friends or doing things that he wants to do? Do you just let him pick the restaurants and events? Or is it the other way around? Relationships are fun when you are both able to contribute. If you're not taking turns creating fun times together, it will most likely fizzle out."

-from SHINE

whoo!

2008-09-19T09:52:00.001+08:00

i am totally amazed by Picasa. the editing of photos is way easier to use on it. especially the correcting of blemishes and spots.(:

<3

although i still pretty much love photoshop. Picasa is now my new found liking.(:

omg omg

2008-09-18T23:07:00.003+08:00

i'm getting older and older. first i forget the day of the week and date. then now i forgot that i've got work this sunday. definitely getting old.

to happier things. went shopping today. have bought suwei's present. and new shoes!

pam's phone is gooooodddd! makes me wanna get one too.(:

do they look like they print $$ ?

2008-09-17T10:06:00.002+08:00

when will he learn? argh! he's 20 for goodness.

yesterday my brother's sem results came in the mail. and he's GPA is < 1! what the nonsense is he doing! obviously he thinks the parents print money and he can just waste it like that. and that he has the time in the world to keep playing. that he doesnt need to study. that he is smart enough. BUT OBVIOUSLY HE IS NOT!

sighs. when is he ever going to get that into the thick head of his? when? when is he going to learn? that he needs to study. that the parents do not have that money for him to waste. that he will need a cert to work and support his family & parents in future. WHEN? sighs.

but i guess he will never learn. being the youngest. he has been the pampered since young. grandmother sayang him. mother sayang him. *roll eyes.

as i learn

2008-09-16T09:05:00.002+08:00

i've learnt 3 new facts.

1. MY BROTHER IS AN IDIOT!
2. my sister has really weak stomach.
3. I AM GAINING WEIGHT.):

my brother happily left the door unlocked to our almost empty house (cos i was in the bathroom) and went downstairs. my sister came home to an empty unlocked house. she questioned my brother why he left it unlocked and he actually said that he thought it was alright not to lock it. since he was just going downstairs. my sister's argument was that there was no one around, and what if something happened. countless times my sister and i have scolded, nagged at him at this. so has my parents. but it just doesnt get into that thick head of his.

my sister ate something wrong yest. and now is experiencing stomach pains and she's vomiting. she woke up early. and started vomiting.

not going to mention about my weight gain.):

oh. btw, my brother is already 20.

moments like this ;

2008-09-14T13:51:00.001+08:00

happy birthday my girl!(:

it is true.

2008-09-14T10:13:00.000+08:00

its a sunday and i'm in the office!

it is true i am becoming a workaholic!

*gasp!

i am getting rounder.

2008-09-13T14:51:00.001+08:00

dieting myths we (or most of us) dont know.

"A lot of us are out there watching what we eat and exercising, but still not making a dent in our bellies and body weight. There are a few things we are probably not doing, or doing too much of, that would mean major improvements in our health.

Get more sleep. After a very short period of time (about 6 nights), studies show that your glucose levels can rise if you get only 4 to 7 hours of sleep each night. New parents are excluded, but everyone else should try to hit the 8 hour mark as often as you can and get to bed BEFORE midnight. Every hour of rest before 12 a.m. is twice as valuable as the hours after midnight: Our cortisol levels are lowest before midnight therefore our recovery is the highest.

Eating fewer refined and processed foods. Avoid fast and fried food and try to consume as many real foods as you can. It's also imperative to get enough fiber (helps with elimination); fruits and veggies are a great way to fill up.

Avoid sugary drinks and reach for more water. Water is great for so many things like digestion, eliminating toxins in the body, and transporting important nutrients to our cells which need energy to burn calories. Americans drink 20% of their calories, so be careful of that silent pitfall.

Get to know your kitchen. I realize it takes more work, but the simple truth is we eat out or order in too often. There is a greater opportunity to control what is in your food if you cook it yourself.

Slow down. When you do sit down to a meal, don't wolf it down. Our culture encourages eating while driving or sitting at our desks. The only time we seem to sit down and enjoy our food is at Thanksgiving. The monks chew each bite of food 100 times (which is excessive), but they also eat only until they are full. They recognize that chewing their food more makes it easier for the body to digest.

Breathe. There are so many days that I don't breathe deeply. In the morning, mid-afternoon, and at the end of the day take a 10 conscious, belly-deep breaths. Close your eyes, pull that air deep into your stomach via your nose and let all the junk out through your mouth. Whether its a stressful day, or you just want to start and end your day on the right foot, breathing is important.

Don't starve yourself. Oddly enough some of you may not be eating enough, and the lack of calories is putting your body into save mode. Our bodies are so brilliant, and if they aren't getting enough food, your metabolism will tell your body to store each and every calorie it receives or to make energy from whatever muscle tissue you have. Not good. Oh and by the way, don't skip breakfast. People who skip breakfast are over 4 times more likely to be overweight.

Do more than exercise. Even if you are working out, you can't eat and drink whatever you want. It really is a three sided puzzle: balancing exercise, food, and (oh yes) the spirit (which stress and happiness play into).

I wish you the greatest of success, and remember, being healthy is like making your bed. It really is something we have to work at everyday."

so are you like that?

when girls ...

2008-09-12T11:49:00.001+08:00

When girls are quiet,
Millions of things are running in their mind.

When girls are not arguing,
They are thinking deeply.

When girls look 'staringly' at you,
They are wondering how long you will be around.

When girls answer "i'm fine" after a few seconds,
They are not at all fine.

When girls stare at you,
They are wondering why are you lying.

When girls lay on your chest,
They are wishing for you to be theirs forever.

When girls call you everyday,
They are seeking for your attention.

When girls want to see you everyday,
They want to be loved and pampered by you.

When girls sms u everyday,
They miss you and want you to reply at least once.

When girls say I LOVE YOU,
They mean it.

When girls say that they can't live without you,
They have made up their mind that you are their future.

Finally..
When girls say "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than them..

50 things to do with your <3 ones

2008-09-12T11:43:00.000+08:00

1. Watch the sunset together.
2. Whisper to each other.
3. Cook for each other.
4. Walk in the rain.
5. Hold hands.
6. Buy gifts for each other.
7. Roses.
8. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time you're together.
9. Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight.
10. Write poetry for each other.
11. Hugs are the universal medicine.
12. Say I love you, only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it.
13. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetry etc.
14. Tell her that she's the only girl you ever want. Don't lie!
15. Spend every second possible together.
16. Look into each other's eyes.
17. Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly.
18. When in public, only flirt with each other.
19. Put love notes in their pockets when they aren't looking.
20. Buy her a ring.
21. Sing to each other.
22. Always hold her around her hips/sides.
23. Take her to dinner and do the dinner for two deal.
24. Spaghetti? (Ever see Lady and the Tramp?)
25. Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand and then put it over your
heart.
26. Dance together.
27. I love the way a girl looks right after she's fallen asleep with her head in my lap.
28. Do cute things like write I love you in a note so that they have to look in a mirror to read it.
29. Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes
30. Even if you are really busy doing something, go out of your way to call and say I
love you.
31. Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them.
32. Remember your dreams and tell her about them.
34. Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears.
35. Be Prince Charming to her parents.
36. Brush her hair out of her face for her.
37. Hang out with his/her friends.
38. Go to church/pray/worship together.
39. Take her to see a romantic movie and remember the parts she liked.
40. Learn from each other and don't make the same mistake twice.
41. Describe the joy you feel just to be with him/her.
42. Make sacrifices for each other.
43. Really love each other, or don't stay together.
44. Let there never be a second during any given day that you aren't thinking about them, and make sure they know it.
45. Love yourself before you love anyone else.
46. Learn to say sweet things in foreign languages.
47. Dedicate songs to them on the radio.
48. Fall asleep on the phone with each other.
49. Stand up for them when someone talks trash.
50. Never forget the kiss goodnight and always remember to say, "Sweet dreams."

dont live with regrets

2008-09-12T11:37:00.002+08:00

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried.

why do woman cry?

2008-09-12T10:46:00.003+08:00

"Why are you crying?" he asked his mom.
"Because I'm a woman," she told him.
"I don't understand," he said. His mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will"

Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"
"All women cry for no reason" was all his dad could say...

The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry...

Finally he put in a call to GOD; when GOD got on the phone the man said, "GOD, why do women cry so easily?"

GOD said...

When I made women she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world; yet, gentle enough to give comfort...

I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children...

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining...

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly...

This same sensitivity helps her to make a child's boo-boo feel better and shares in their teenagers anxieties and fears...

I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart...

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly...

I gave her a tear to shed, It's hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed. It's her only weakness... It's a tear for mankind.

They're Mad. They're Sad. They're Scared. They're Nervous. They're Frustrated. They're Missing someone. They're Alone. They're PMSing. They're Pregnant. Their Heart Is broken. They're in love. Their souls have been torn. They met a boy they cant have. They fell in love with a boy. They hurt so bad inside.

Why Would Gals Cry ??

If a girl cries in front of you, it means that she couldnt take it anymore.
If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life.
If you let her go, she couldnt go back to being herself anymore.
A girl wont cry easily,except in front of the person who she love the most, she becomes weak.
A girl wont cry easily, only when she love you the most, she put down her ego.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you, please hold her hands firmly,she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you, please dont give her up,maybe bcoz of your decision, you ruin her life.
When she cry rite in front of you,
When she cry bcoz of you,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?
Think.
Which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity,
In front of you,
And bcoz of you?
She cry not because she is weak,
She cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,
She cry,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,the pain,hurt,n agony have become too big a burdento be kept inside.
Guys,
Think about it,
If a girl cry her heart out 2 you,
And all because of you,
Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".

argh!

2008-09-11T22:36:00.002+08:00

i hate it when i'm cramping and bleeding. *shudders.

shouldnt have drank iced le-mon tea. but the zinger was <3.

this icky, sticky argh feeling is just makes one feel so "i-dont-wanna-be-a-girl-anymore" kind of feeling.

days like this, i just dont feel like going out. or rather i dont wanna move about much. i just wanna stay home and be a couch potato. and take showers whenever i can or i want.

but, life's a bitch. you dont always get what you want.

just the other day i was talking to leslie and i mentioned that life sucks, thats why you are still on the ground. i know it doesnt make sense. but in a way it does, huh? doesnt it?

"change is the new law. and those who only look to the past and present are certain to miss the future."

work is getting, how do i say. packed. just went for a site measurement this afternoon. OMG! i totally lost track of the measurements. main reason why i did not choose to go into ID, in the first place. maybe its time to stop pushing things away. and start to embrace the reality. the reality is i am ID trained, so people do expect me to know certain things. and do certain things in a certain manner. oh wells. *shrugs.

"destiny is like building that bridge to the ones you love."

today someone said something to me, "people tend to get to forget the nice things he/she does, just because he/she has done it day in day out." which i suppose is true. human are weird creatures. they tend to look for "the greener grass".

so from now on, i will start to learn to appreciate the little things people do for me. and try not to forget. because i know how it is like to be forgotten.

that will be my mission from now till the end of the year.(: wish me luck.

september is a month filled with birthdays.

so happy birthday skc. its the most i can do. i hope you had a blast.

although i doubt you'll ever see this. oh wells. just another sentence to my endless ramblings. i suppose.

people are starting to say i'm getting naggy. i suppose i am. and i sound like an auntie. sighs.

oh, dont mind me. i'm being this emo girl. ~~i've been trying to get rid off for ages but just cant.~~

its time i learn to do certain things. and learn how to control my emotions. and learn how to let go.

p/s: you owe me $10.